Hello people :D
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My name starts with a T,
and it ends with an I.
Im 15 years old this year,
and im happily attached.

I wish for good health.
I wish for endless happiness.
I wish for a pet.
I wish for a car.
I wish for a Nikon camera.
I wish for that Motorola phone.
I wish for the prettiest bridal gown.
I wish for an endless journey for me & dear.
I wish for love to stay with hyper addicts forever.
I wish my family will tide over all crisis.
I wish that i could be smarter.

ALICIA
CAMMIE
BEISI HONEY
CHELSA
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CHERYL
CLARA
DARON
DENISE
DIANA
ELAINE
FELICIA QKELI
HAIWEN
JASMINE
JENIFFER BESTIE
JIALE
JIAYANG
JIAYI LOH
JIAYI NEO
JIAXIN
JILLYN
JOCELYN
KELNGLIN
KZEL
LIJUN
LITONG
LIZA
LYDIA
MADELINE
MARCUS
MATHEW
MEETA
NICOLETTE
RAFIDAH
REBECCA
RENKAI
ROCHELLE
ROWENA
SANDRA
SANDY
SENGHAI
SERKIAT
SHANYU
SHARON
VALERIE
WENJIA
XINTING DARLING
YINGYING
YIXUAN
YIZHEN
ZOEY

Lovedrops♥
x x x x

I've finally know how much all these means to me, especially you.

& this, is our promise to each other.

Now i know what is she thinking of inside her. Now i know why is she feeling this way. Everyone has their own problems, we're of no exception. I can't hold her too tight, if not she'll feel stuffed up. She said, best friends for now best friends forever. Well, i'm obviously touched by her words, by her promise and by her love. Yes, & there're still many more i'm gonna wanto say.

She's been persuading me to go back to school for the past 1 week plus. I went back on wednesday, finally. I didn't attented school on thursday and friday because, i caught a chill. I don't want her to get the wrong idea that i'm skipping school on purpose when i'm not. I don't want her to malign me of doing things which i've never done before. This is our problem.

I love her and she knows. She means the world to me, and she knows. I care for her just like how i do for my loved ones, and she knows. Is there anything which she doesn't knows? I tell her almost every single thing of my life. And she knows it too. I don't have to speak it out. She can feel it. She can sense it. She has some problems with her boyfriend, unable to communicate and get along well with each other. But, what can i do? Seeing her drowning herself in sorrows, i can only sit back and do nothing.

& somehow, i feel kind of terrible.

Everyone probed about my whereabouts for the past 1 week plus. Where i went and what happened to me, why didn't i attend school. I didn't know what to reply them with. Don't feel like going? Don't like it? After attending school on wednesday, i deliberately told myself: You really must go back to school, or else you're gonna be in the same batch as those bitches next year. You wouldn't want this to happen right? You wouldn't want anyone to look down on you, i supposed so. I said this, i can't believe i really said this to myself..

My attitude towards her isn't fantastic too. I can understand the reason why is she so cold to me nowadays. In the past, we'll go out together almost every single day. And we'll camwhore together after school. And, its only the both of us and no one else. I really really miss that kind of feeling i've had with her in the past. I really wish i can rewind time, and go back. I don't like this kind of feeling i have with her right now. It feels, really remote. Its like, i don't even know who she is. Its like, i've never even seen her before. I really wanna shed tears..

Thinking back about those times, i really wish i could..

What if, i suddenly disappear? What if, i'll just drop dead at the next hour? I don't know what the future may lie for me. And i don't wish to know about it too. Just wish that, she'll still be that happy-go-lucky girl i once knew before. I really don't wish to see her feeling upset. I'm serious BF. Because for no matter what happens, i PROMISE i'll always be there for you. I LOVE YOU (:

& BF, that'll forever be true.