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Quizzy quiz ._.

2008-09-06T23:52:00.000-07:00

#1 Where would you go if someone sponsors you a ticket?
Taiwen / Austalia / France

#2 What's your favourite hobby?
Sleep eh ! :D

#3 Do you think money can buy happiness?
Of course not la -.- Which idiot invented this question huh ?

#4 If you were given a chance to receive something , what would it be ?
True love .
#5 Things you can't live without :

-Family , of course .
-My boyfriend !
-Friends , especially hyper addicts and 6sisters .
-Food !
-Last but not least , fun whole day long :D

#6 What are you afraid to lose?
My friends , family and my boyfriend :(

#7 If you win 1 million dollars, what would you do?
Erm , donate 45% of it to charity .
Give 30% of the leftovers to my family .
And the remaining 25% , i take :D

#8 What do you dream of doing in the future?
Either becoming a great photographer or a great chef !

#9 List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey :
-Entertaining
-Kind
-Helpful

#10 What makes you happy?
Food makes me happy .

#11 What type of person do you hate the most?
-Hypocrite
-Backstabber
-Smart Aleck

#12 If you have super power, what would it be?
That i can transform into anything like Ben10 ? -.-

#13 Would you go for happiness or money?
Happiness .

#14 Who do you think are the most important people of your life?
-My family
-My boyfriend
-And my friends!

#15 If you have a boyfriend, would you die for him?
Uh , it depends on how much i love him then .

#16 Who's the last person who hugged you?
My booyfriend la !

#17 What is one thing you wna to do badly right now?
Erm , nothing -.-

#18 Who are you close to?
My family .

#19 Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her?
Yup :D

#20 If you could do one thing all over again, what would it be?
Restart this year !

7 things that scare you :
-Insects !
-Having nightmares
-Very super horror movies
-Sudden death
-Injuries
-Fire(hehe)
-Darkness

7 things that you like the most :
-The colour , black
-My girlfriends
-Nightmare before Christmas
-MY BOYFIE !
-Photography
-Cooking(eh , sometimes only la)
-Sms-ing :D

7 randoom facts about me :
-Love to laugh . Hahaha .
-Can make stupid faces out of nowhere
-Sometimes when im sad , i can get angry or happy in the blink of an eye .
-Can be very hyper , and can be very moody .
-Can change taste very fast
-Can eat alot when i want to
-I dont like perfect

7 things i plan to do before i die :
-Get married happily and live in bliss
-To be able to have a pet of my own
-To carve out a name for myself and earn big bucks to support my family
-To be able to go Hawaii
-May everyone in this world finds true happiness
-To take very good care of my little cousins and see them through shcool
-To live for my loved ones

7 things i can't do :
-Get an A for my mathematics
-To urine like a guy -.-
-To be bald !
-Be a dj . Cos i dunno what to talk about most of the time .
-Like studying ._. Thats a nono .
-To be fat ? LOL
-I cant play soccer .

7 things you're attracted to the opposite sex :
-Fillial towards the elderly
-Caring
-Has a good character
-A little bit good looking :)
-Humourous (so can cheer me up when im not in the right mood)
-Loving towards me
-Cute !

7 things i always say :
-Chee bye !
-Ta ma de
-Fuck you lah
-Okok neh
-Humph !
-Haha
-Yup

7 people to do this questionaire :
-Jen bestie
-Chelsa Love
-Felicia Qkeli
-Beisi
-Boyfie
-No more le ba ? -.-

Thats it ! :D

What to do ?

2008-08-31T23:22:00.000-07:00

Hey Baby ,
Why aren't you here yet ? You've promised to come at 11am if your friends didn't called you . But in the end , you told me you'll be coming at 4+ . My whole heart sank to a fucking mood . Why ? Why did you promised me if you can't do it ? I don't wish for you to lie to me , and i too don't wish for you to joke around with me too . Im so heartbroken . Why can't you ever spare a thought for me ? Why must things come to a state like this ? I don't know why actually . We were supposed to have a happy day today , but now my mood's like totally spoiled . Yeah , maybe its fated huh . I miss you damn . But sometimes , i really loathe you for doing this to me . And darn it , you scolded me infront of your family yesterday . Do you know how sad i felt ? Do you actually know and understand my situtation ? I don't really know for that . I know you've got a nasty temper but , im your stead and not your bloody pet , desmond . I really wished you could understand me better into it , and not just about those minor things . Those aren't really that important . Whats important , is the one into it . You get me ? I hope you'll really do understand . I know you love me , and i know that i really love you too . Well , thats all i've got to say .

I Love You , Sweetheart .

Omigosh~

2008-08-26T19:59:00.000-07:00

ARGGHHH !

I've not blogged for a supieee long time ! Hmm , life has always been the same for me . I wonder how's life going on for my friends out there . We've not seen each other for such a long time . I kind of miss them much :( but oh well , whats done can't be undone , yeah . As long as i know they're lives are good , its enough already i supposed so . DEAR is still the best lah . He's always there for me whenever good times or bad times . I really love him alot , from the bottom of my heart ! Even though life isn't as fun and fulfilling as it were in the past , but i've really learned alot from this experience of mine . Quite good , haha . More free time than i had in the past , thats it ! 6th month is arriving ! I love you , desmond koh !

-.-

2008-07-10T06:59:00.000-07:00

Have not blogged for quite a long time .
Well , getting bored of this blogging stuff -.-
Hahah .
I don't think there's anything for me to say though .
Life has been the same all this while .
No school , nothing .
Well , kind of getting used to it already .
I want to study , but sad to say not now though .
Glad that my family respects my decision .
Hahah , loves them luh .

Nothing

2008-06-28T04:35:00.000-07:00

TTTT INGHUI (:

BLLAAACKK!
YEEELLLOOWW!
GRREEENNN!
PIINNNKK!
REEDD!
ORRAAANNNGEE!
PURRPLLEE!
BLLUUUEE!
BROOOWWWN!
GREEYYY!

lol im lame thats all :D
goodbyyeeees.

Dear :(

2008-06-27T01:54:00.000-07:00

is today gonna be a great day?
i dont really know that.
but one thing i know for sure is,
im feeling down right now.
but what to do when he doesnt wants to talk to me?
or even look at me :(
i feel downright low.
maybe i've done something wrong again.
i dont really know why he is so angry with me this time round,
well, probably over friendster again i think.
dk dk dk :x
yesterday night went to Fairprice to purchased ingredients for baked rice.
wanted to cook it for dear today :D
bought lots of things. (mummy bought them)
i bought chicken breast and cheese!
went back home, sat right down on the sofa and watched tele haha.
daily routine X)
mm hmms.
slept quite early yesterday. 12 plus i think.
today morning got up at 8 plus to prepare the baked rice.
messed up the kitchen can -.-
grandmum fried the chicken, cut the garlics and onions and put the baked rice into the oven.
so see, not everything was done by me.
thanks grandmum!
went to dear's house at about 11 plus.
waited for the fucking bus for 15 minutes or so.
darn it :x
then reached dear's house at about 12 or so,
and am now using the computer while he's sleeping -.-"
alright thats all.
may today be wonderful :D
haha.
goodbyeees.

Awwww

2008-06-26T23:24:00.000-07:00

"What does your last name says about you?" in 11 minutes and something wonderful will happen...
-----------------------------------------------

T: You're loyal to those who you love.
I: You have the cutest eyes.
N: You are great in bed.
G: You never let people tell you what to do.
H: You have a very good personality and good looks.
U: You really like to chill.
I: You have the cutest eyes.
-------------------------------

A: You like to drink.
B: You like people.
C: You are really silly.
D: You like to drink.
E: Awesome friend.
F: You are dead sexy.
G:You never let people tell you what to do.
H: You have a very good personality and good looks.
I: You have the cutest eyes.
J: People adore you.
K: You are wild and crazy.
L: Everyone loves you.
M: Best kisser ever.
N: You are great in bed.
O: Easy to fall in love with.
P: You are popular with all types of people.
Q: You are a hypocrite.
R: Awesome kisser.
S: Fucking crazy.
T: You are loyal to those who you love.
U: You really like to chill.
V: You are not judgemental.
W: You are very broad-minded.
X: You love sports.
Y: Best bf/gf anyone could ask.
Z: Always ready.

Delete the ohter person's last name and repost this with the title.
"What does your last name says about you?" in 11 minutes and something wonderful will happen...

0.o

2008-06-26T23:14:00.000-07:00

Uh ohs

2008-06-24T00:34:00.000-07:00

And what the hell.
i didnt went to school again.
hahaha.
knew it. knew it!
well, there isnt anything to say hehe.
goodbye.

:D

Finally Back, Wonderfully.

2008-06-19T05:09:00.000-07:00

hello everybody :D

DEAR has been away for 3 days 2 nights and finally, he'll be back today. and now, he's already back in singapore! whoah~ im so happy cans. over the moon haha. he said he misses me alot. well, im no exception too! i miss him oh friggin' so much cans. lovees*
today went out with DARLING!
darling has to buy polo tee for her guides tmr, so we went all the way to the girl guides headquarters which is located at Bishan. whoah, far huhs -.- but nevermind lah, we have loads of time. me, actually hehe. was supposed to go out with chel today de but then had something important so cant :( sorry chel. next time perhaps? :D
the girls at the headquarters were so cute, running around aimlessly haha. we got them confused, LOL. hmm, then we went off to junction 8 to look for a neoprint shop. but alas, there wasnt any. awww! hahah. by that time, our tummies were already grumbling like grrrrr~ so off we went to look for something to fill our tummies. first stop: PASTAMANIA. i grumbled. i dont like pastamania, but darling likes it. awww, no no no. second stop: PIZZA HUT. i grumbled in the first place because i didnt like dining in these kind of restaurants but still, i agreed luh. 2 funny things happened. err, 3 to be exact. firstly, the waiter who took our order couldnt speak properly and clearly. thus, making us laugh till our heads almost burst. LOL, extravagence. secondly, another waiter came to serve us with our orders. we ordered 2 haiwaiian pizzas but it came 1 haiwaiian and 1 barbeque chicken. what the hell -.- then alright, i just accepted it. who knows that the waiter has mixed up our orders with the table next to us! stupid waiter -.- thirdly, we waited for almost more than 10 minutes to clear the bill. god damn it. what unlucky day!
then board the mrt home and used the computer till NOW.

goodbyeeeees :D

Heartiful Obseisance

2008-06-07T21:32:00.000-07:00

left home yesterday.

i can't believed i really, LEFT HOME. actually, at first i thought it wasn't any big deal though. but i know one day, i've still got to head straight home. well, just one day more and i'll be going back to where i belong. in the house, we're always quarrelling non-stop. but now when im out here, i realised that i do quite MISS YOU. in the nights without you by my side, it seemed so cold and hard for me to take it. but oh well, since i've chosen this road, i should face it up to it bravely. escaping, is of no use.

watched KUNGFU PANDA yesterday!

this show was hilarious people. dear and i went out at around 3 to 4+ in the afternoon and we went to tmall to purchased the tickets. while queueing up, i saw sheujing. zomg, i thought i will see him too but phew, he wasn't there though. relief -.- we bought the tickets and the show will be airring at 09.30 at night. haha, we thought there wouldn't be of much people in the night but alas! almost the whole of cinema 2 was being filled up with audience. zomggg -.- as it was still quite early, we went to expo and when we reached there we found that it was freakingg boring *yawns. so off we went to bedok & i bought a zippo for dear. wow, 65 bucks. burned my pocket, BIG. but it was alright lah, once in a lifetime only haha. then i went to bought a letter T necklace and earrings. dear wanted to buy ciggarettes but as he was still not of age, he couldn't. but he was lucky huh, some bangla agreed to buy it for him. the shopkeeper saw it and told dear not to smoke around this area as they've already been given 2 warnings. lmao, if they are scared of getting warnings and licence getting suspended, they should not have even sell it to those who are under 18. yeah, stupid -.- off we went to giant at tampines. then dear took out one stick and smoked. suay suay the bus imeediately came when he lighted the stick. LOL haha. had dinner at around 7+ at tmall's kopitiam. talking about kopitiam, i still remember jonathan saying kopitiam was the most-in place that teenagers are hanging out nowadays. stupid luh. bought nachos and 2 large ice lemon tea and off we went into the cinema. this show rocks man. those who have not watched it, go now!
jeniffer, seraphina, melody, valerie, chelsa
WASN'T EASY..

I Want You To Hear My Words,

2008-05-29T20:44:00.000-07:00

steady :D

after what you've done to me today, i felt so hurt.
but nevertheless, i forgave you.
it doesn't matter how much you hurt me,
it doesn't matter how hurt i feel.
all this isn't important.
for i just want you to know,
no matter how much you do to hurt me,
i won't leave you.
just take it as i'm a sleech and i must cling onto you till the day i die.
no matter what,
i'm not gonna let you leave me.
i just hope that everything will be fine between us.
you're my stead,
so we should share weal and woe together.
i don't care what others say about us or think about us,
all that matters is about,
our love for each other.
that is the most important thing to think about right now.
i can't believe our 3rd month is arriving in 4 days time.
no matter how loving a couple can be,
there is always a starting and ending in life though.
just like we were born to live in this world,
one fine day we'll be leaving this world once more.
who knows whether does recarnation exists though?
i love you & you love me.
that is all that matters in our relationship.
dear, ily(:

What Has Gone Wrong,

2008-05-29T20:34:00.000-07:00

everything, practically everything has gone awfully wrong. you said, she said, he said, they said. i don't see a need to have all those say in my life. but honestly speaking, i really miss them. j, s, m, v, c. i want to be part of you guys once more. i don't want to lose you all. i really do not want to. remember those times when we went out together after school ends, those times were so super wonderful can. but unfortunately, things aren't the same for now already. i really miss you guys, i ain't lying to you. you guys treated me well, and yet.. i don't wish to talk about the past but guys, you were all really great. i want everything to be right back up again. after not meeting for such a long time, i feel ashamed to see you guys face to face again. i don't know whether will you guys mock at me or despise my cowardly acts or whatsoever, i don't mind. all i want is, you guys to be by my side once more. without you all in my life, my life is just like an empty shell. i don't want to live in an empty shell anymore. forgive me, will you all? i'm sorry, truly sorry.
& i really love you 5,
jeniffer, seraphina, melody, valerie, chelsa.

When Things Go Wrong,

2008-05-29T20:29:00.000-07:00

problems left unsolved, but what can i do? i miss 6'love, awwww D: how i wish, we can be as close as we were in the past once more. guys, can you give me one more chance? i don't want to lose any of my beloved anymore already. we were so close, but troubles had to arise between us. what was the cause exactly? i don't really know it though.

fine, Fine, FINE

2008-05-20T07:11:00.000-07:00

Scolded. Hitted. Upsetted.
Maybe this is one thing my life has to accept.

i'm always wondering, how nice would it be if i have that 100% of freedom to my own. haha come on lah, for my age? forget it huh, its IMPOSSIBLE. i've had enough of all this. i really want to, run away. even though i know i can't, but still i don't care anymore. this life of mine is usless, hopeless and disastreous. i can't bear the pain anymore. terrible heartache. so what if we've got the money, so what if we've got the love? if you don't even have that bit of attitude, what kind of shit are you? sigh, wrong wrong and i was wrong once again. mother mother oh mother! maybe things aren't so simple, or maybe complicated to put it in a way. hmm, maybe i'm just too sensitive though but ha, who cares anyway? all of the happiness that i've once had, is so far away now. called him twice, but he didn't answered my calls. had i really done wrong? i don't really know what has happened previously. glowing tears, hahaha. what a joke can all of this be. 即使没了我，世界还是会不停地转着。all i ever want, is just understanding and simple care and concern. when two strangers are on the same railway, what will happen..
maybe, it'll be better this way..:)

Yours, mine, ours :)

2008-05-14T07:41:00.000-07:00

why are we dying to live when we are just, living to die?

have not been posting for quite some time,
didn't had the mood to anyway.
just why am i torturing myself this way,
why can't i just let msyelf go free and away?
how i wish i could live this place,
without any worries,
happily..
but i know, its really impossible.
but just what the hell am i doing and thinking?
it seems like, im drifting away from the others of my friends,
drifting away silently.
awww, thats so sad right.
but whatever it is,
i want to make the right decision this time.
i must not be wrong,
once again..
i miss my friends, those close ones,
those lovely ones,
those kind ones,
and those whom i do really love deeply.
they will never understand my predicament.
just like how i will never understand their thinking towards me.
maybe, im already labelled as a bad girl,
in their minds..
i don't wish to lose them,
neither do i wish that they will lose their grip of me.
i will not be able to take it.
i don't want,
i don't want all this to happen.
terrible.
fuckingly, terrible..
my bestfriend.
she cares for me, she loves me, she concerns me.
but what i reciprocate was,
this & that.
she knows what it is.
we've been bestfriends for a few months,
from last year till now.
i want to carry on this relationship,
i don't want to let go,
you get me?
yes, im the one who has changed.
but i don't know what has i changed into.
cos i can't see it for myself,
only others can.
i love her because,
i truly do..
you're important to me,
read this part.
I HAVE NEVER EVER FORGOTTEN YOU.
THEY SPOKE ILL OF YOU,
BUT I NEVER ONCE DID.
I COVERED YOU,
I WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU.
I WANT YOU TO KNOW THIS,
BESTFRIEND THIS WORD,
ONLY EXISTS IN THE HEARTS OF BOTH OF US.
I DON'T WANT YOU TO FORGET ABOUT ME,
NEITHER DO I WANT TO FORGET YOU.
I LOVE YOU,
& BF, YES I REALLY DO ;)

Is it a lie, or is it real?

2008-05-08T18:49:00.000-07:00

Schoooooooooool.

is some place which i dread going every morning of the weekdays.
but sadly, i know i've got to go.
i don't wish to go, and i've tried ways and means to escape.
but how?
i wish to face the fact that, i've GOT TO ATTEND SCHOOL!
i miss my bf greatly D:
i want to know what has happened to me!
lol, great impact huh.
well, i really must buck up this time.
i cant let my friends down,
my family,
and him down.
i want to prove that, im able!
bf, you've got to believe this haahaha!
gotten a 4-days mc,
got to stay cooped up at home.
well, there is nothing i can do though.
just eat, sleep eat and sleep.
haha,
thats just part of my 4-days life right now.

看不到,也摸不着

2008-04-26T21:41:00.000-07:00

每个人,总是会有一个属于自己的私人空间.
你有的,我也会有.
相信,这世界是公平的.
在这世界上,真的有真爱吗?
我不大清楚,我也很难触摸一个像爱那么残酷的道理.
我曾试着设法想把自己对爱的看法来改变,
但是爱,总是令我失望.
我不想对爱抱着太大的希望.,因为,
我曾失恋过.
我是个独生女,但是我没有比其他小孩幸福,快乐.
因为,他们都有爸爸妈妈陪着他们长大,
但是,我却没有爸爸的爱.
妈妈,又是一个不顾家的人.
从小,我就有我奶奶带大.
我根本就不理解,被父母爱的感觉是什么.
因此,我变得不听话,而且,还到处惹事生非.
当我在街上行行时,都会看到一家人开开心心地在路上走着.
那种感觉,不是每个人都能理解的.
我也不想变成今天的我.
妈妈,在我小学三年级的时候,
突然献身了.
我不知道她是谁, 也不知道该如何称呼她.
我的心,很乱很乱..
慢慢地,我开始对她有了谅解.
我也开始,称呼她成, 我的妈妈.
我还记得,小学三年级的时候,
我偷了我公公的手机,而便把它带到学校去.
我还以为,没人会发现.
我真是有够蠢.
竟然被我公公发现了.
因此, 妈妈就到了学校来找我,
来问个清楚.
我感到很害怕,我也不知道当时我应该说些什么.
我只知道,当时的场面令我非常难堪.
回到家,就被妈妈狠打了一顿.
我想,那也是我应得的报应吧.
我谁也不能怪,只能怪我自己贪小便宜.
现在回想过去,我真的好傻.
真爱,到底是什么?
因为,我一出生就无法得到我应该得的真爱.
我很伤心.
因此,我无法再让自己相信,这世界上的确有真爱这个东西.
我很后悔,为什么我要出现在这世界上.
我很内疚,为什么我要去伤害那些爱我的人.
我很伤心,为什么我无法得到真爱.
我..
现在根本就不知道,
他还要不要和我继续下去.
他,还会不会给我队依次的机会,
让我弥补我对答所作的过错.
我以为,我不是真心的.
但是,经过了那么多件事,
我发觉,
我真的是..
爱你的..

Never a coincidence

2008-04-26T20:37:00.000-07:00

So many things had happened, these past few weeks.
I wonder, if those things were really true, or just
a wishful thinking of my part?
Sometimes, i don't really wish to think so much about those things.
But somehow, it just came back.
The person whom i loves, doesn't loves me.
While the person whom i doesn't knows whether do i love him or not,
loves me way too deeply.
I made him cried several times,
it seems like i'm a realy bad person.
I don't wish to wait anymore, cos the feeling is terrible.
I can see, he kind of detests me.
But well, it doesn't matters.
When you lose something, you'll gain something.
I've lost him, but i've gained a better one.
He loves me oh so much, and he said, he's even willing to die for me.
Awww, thats like so sweet.
Me and ling, both occured a so called 'coincidence' ytd.
Well, coincidences doesn't occurs so frequently.
I don't really believe.
I saw him, after so long of not.
He, hasn't changed in the least bit.
He still looks, as boyish as ever, i mean little boy.
Whatever that has took for a change, its all over already.
Since he doesn't wants me to continue liking and waiting for him,
i shall fulfil and wish and stop at this moment.
Love is in the air?
Bullhshit.
Love is something, you have to really grasp hold of.
If you let it go accidentally, it may be gone, forever and ever.
And, you'll never be able to get it back though.
Thats the sad part.
Haha.
So many failed relationships i had,
i somehow isn't able to stand right up again.
There're only 3 guys i've truly loved in my whole life.
One, whose just spent a few months with me.
But, he is one guy, that you can never trifle with.
I broke his heart, and this is what i got.
Serves me right eh?
Secondly, is that smart ass out there.
He's older than me by 4 years?
And he's truly smart.
I loved deeply, but so sad, he broke my heart.
Thirdly, 010108 (:
He, ROCKS.
He's so cute, so sweet and so, adorable.
But sadly, something happened,
and i broke with him.
I broke his heart, and i regretted.
But, i've got my own reasons.
I waited for a day till i could really spill the beans out.
And that day, has came.
Well i guess, its no use holding on to something that is
Impossible.
Adieu.

Yes BF, forever (:

2008-04-05T07:45:00.000-07:00

I've finally know how much all these means to me, especially you.

& this, is our promise to each other.

Now i know what is she thinking of inside her. Now i know why is she feeling this way. Everyone has their own problems, we're of no exception. I can't hold her too tight, if not she'll feel stuffed up. She said, best friends for now best friends forever. Well, i'm obviously touched by her words, by her promise and by her love. Yes, & there're still many more i'm gonna wanto say.

She's been persuading me to go back to school for the past 1 week plus. I went back on wednesday, finally. I didn't attented school on thursday and friday because, i caught a chill. I don't want her to get the wrong idea that i'm skipping school on purpose when i'm not. I don't want her to malign me of doing things which i've never done before. This is our problem.

I love her and she knows. She means the world to me, and she knows. I care for her just like how i do for my loved ones, and she knows. Is there anything which she doesn't knows? I tell her almost every single thing of my life. And she knows it too. I don't have to speak it out. She can feel it. She can sense it. She has some problems with her boyfriend, unable to communicate and get along well with each other. But, what can i do? Seeing her drowning herself in sorrows, i can only sit back and do nothing.

& somehow, i feel kind of terrible.

Everyone probed about my whereabouts for the past 1 week plus. Where i went and what happened to me, why didn't i attend school. I didn't know what to reply them with. Don't feel like going? Don't like it? After attending school on wednesday, i deliberately told myself: You really must go back to school, or else you're gonna be in the same batch as those bitches next year. You wouldn't want this to happen right? You wouldn't want anyone to look down on you, i supposed so. I said this, i can't believe i really said this to myself..

My attitude towards her isn't fantastic too. I can understand the reason why is she so cold to me nowadays. In the past, we'll go out together almost every single day. And we'll camwhore together after school. And, its only the both of us and no one else. I really really miss that kind of feeling i've had with her in the past. I really wish i can rewind time, and go back. I don't like this kind of feeling i have with her right now. It feels, really remote. Its like, i don't even know who she is. Its like, i've never even seen her before. I really wanna shed tears..

Thinking back about those times, i really wish i could..

What if, i suddenly disappear? What if, i'll just drop dead at the next hour? I don't know what the future may lie for me. And i don't wish to know about it too. Just wish that, she'll still be that happy-go-lucky girl i once knew before. I really don't wish to see her feeling upset. I'm serious BF. Because for no matter what happens, i PROMISE i'll always be there for you. I LOVE YOU (:

& BF, that'll forever be true.

Shunner :D

2008-04-04T05:22:00.000-07:00

Feel like, shunning away. Shunning away from everyone. Everyone around me though. Everything seems to have taken a change. I don't really know, but do you?

She, may be the face i can't forget. And she, may be the best friend that i'll ever have. But her actions, her words and her mindsets. Are too much. Too much for me to handle. Strangely weirdly. I just can't seemed to describe the feeling i have with her. She seems remote. Like a totally changed person. I don't know what will she thinks about this but still, i'm gonna say it out.

We have been friends for 3 years, but BF's for only months plus. But, we're happy together. She's jovial, she's soft-hearted and she takes things lightly. Not say she doesn't takes her things seriously but just that, she doesn't bears grudges. Thats kind of her good point, and weak point though. Peeps of 2007's 2E4 gave her a nickname, which is called ''sotong''. Everyone, mostly calls her by that nickname. Well, i was no exception haha.

We've been through so much, just to become best friends. We shared the same sentiments, and we know what each other is thinking about. We had lotsa fun together. We laughed, we cried, we played and we did almost every little thing on earth together. Everyday, we were just like inseperable peas. I love her, and i know she knows it too.

But since the day i stopped attending school, everything changed. I don't know what should i do. Everything, is different right now. I feel weird being with her. Strange feeling together. I don't know. But for one thing i'm sure of is, i still love her as my one and only best friend. Listen, i'll never give up on this relationship :D